Current mood:

distressed

SilvrWingsDragon: I is a creeped out Carrie. ::nods.::
Skarrbag: whyso?
SilvrWingsDragon: I had scary freaky dreams.
Skarrbag: ohohoh?
SilvrWingsDragon: ::Nod nod.::
SilvrWingsDragon: I was upstairs and I was wandering around after we ate. But I was up therealone. suddenly I realize somethings with me and its not alive, and that it could meanme harm. I had ataste of anger hatred and frustration, cruel humor. I turned to seeanother ghost, yet it was a kind and gentle one. In my dream colors meant something. the malevolent one was pink with a red heart.The only one with more than onecolor. The other ghost was blue. I could scarecely hear him when he talked.
Skarrbag: hmmm
SilvrWingsDragon: It was like the blue ghost was trying toprotectme, soothe the fears. we walked down the stairs, and the evil ghost followed telling the other ghost how cruelIwas and could be, the things You hear when people make you out to be all evil. The Blueghost didn't belive it and defended me.
Skarrbag: yup
SilvrWingsDragon: After both of them faded out and away, I ran into death, or the black spirit. I couldn't see anything hut darkness. A human form made out of the black. He'd come and I was positively terrified. I kept asking if Iwas going to die, if it was my time now, and being completely terrified of the answer.
Skarrbag: what happoened?
SilvrWingsDragon: He Shook his head and told me that no, it wasn't my time. for me,he'd close his eyes. I agreed and knew he never lied. It was instinctual. He told me he'd need to touch my throat, and I asked him why, still very much afraidof going with death too early.
Skarrbag: o.o
SilvrWingsDragon: He said he had to see my secrets, if I deserved tolive, if I had any place here. He douched my throat and it was like some window into my soul had been opened, and I could see how much of everything I had in me, but I noticed bleakly that the pink (evil red hearted) spirit was by me to a distance and watching. He didn't tease or joke. He nodded and looked depressed and understanding and did nothing, just watching.I ignored him and the Black spirit told me thatit'd taken him ten thousand years to gain the
SilvrWingsDragon: truth through his hands the way he did through speech. I realized then I'd been talking the whole time his hand was on me. He soon took back his hand and said something and dissolved. I hadn't earned death yet.
SilvrWingsDragon: There were others, a White spirit that was all purity.
Skarrbag: hmhmm
SilvrWingsDragon: A green spirit to convey jelosy and greed and other not so nameable aspects
Skarrbag: o.o



And now everyone knows how weird my dreams are. :P